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navigations are the fours lines of sentences.. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Monday, August 18, 2008, 6:42 PM 8 months of perserverance, hopes and love for her, but I did not manage to win her heart. What's the reason? Is it because I'm not up to her expectations? Or is it because she already has someone in her heart already? Th answer only lies within her. Slowly reflecting on th past, it do seems to be an endless chase. During th start of the year, when I first found out I liked her, I did not know what to do. I thought it was just a wrong prediction of mine, but as time passes, it prove me wrong. I actually had affectionate feelings for her. Whenever I had a chat with her, it seems so easy to communicate with each other. So one day, I decided to reveal my feelings and confessed to her about it. Maybe it was th wrong time to confessed or I did not acted earlier th past 2 years, she told me that she did not really have any affectionate feelings for me. Yeah, I know. It was abit hard for me to accept this reality. First time I liked a girl, but being rejected is th outcome that nobody wanted it. But I feel that if I liked someone, I should perservere on and continue to chase her, till she was touched by my moves/actions. So I decided to give her gifts during Valentine's Day and her Birthday. I will not reveal what gifts was that, but all I knew at that point was, will she be moved? Th answer turned out to be a no. I was disappointed. I remembered once I quarrelled with her during an msn conversation. But we managed to resolve it again. And so, from that period onwards, I was feeling heartbroken. I decided to confide in to one of my friends but somehow, th matter starts to spread out and I don't blame him. He was a good friend who was willing to listened to what I said. So until now, I still had th affectionate feelings towards her. Lately I asked her, will she still accept me? Th answer turned out to be a disappointment for me again. Indeed, I was feeling heartbroken for th second time and this lasted quite awhile. There were also rumours that someone liked her also. This made me even more moody (emo). This is th reason why I've stopped blogging. But I have thought over it, and I feel that by doing this was not th best solution in solving th problem. I slowly changed my mind and decided on one thing, and that is to give up on her. Oh well, I've learnt not to take things too hard. Exam are coming already. Maybe there's no point in keep dwelling on this matter. It is not easy to give her up, as such a rare girl like her is not easy to find. Even though I know it's a hard thing to accomplished, but maybe as time passes, I will start to forget all of these heartbroken flashbacks and be a more cheerful and lively person. She's a girl that will leave a deep impression on my mind. ' If you know who is she, please refrain from asking her about this matter. I will appreciate if you could do that. '		TheOne&Only WILL BE UPDATED SOON.		FriendsLinkage 2e5'07 4e3'09 Esss Prefects DAWGS Agnes Alicia Azhar Bel Benjamin Billy Claudia Chewyu Cindy Gabriel Khairul.N Michelle Nicholson Peining Szekeat Syahirah Jasmine Joeyi Insyirah Vanessa Weilee Xiyan Yoyo Zhonghao TrackingThePast + School was fine today.During maths, we started on ... + SILVER OLYMPIC MEDALCongrats to Team Singapore in ... + I'm sorry readers.Maybe I've made a rashed decisio... + Hello readers,its been a great experience for me t... + LATEST NEWSA huge fire occured at th motorcycles p... + FRIDAY 1.8.08Today is my group 4 last day of duty ... + 3 DAYS ALREADY!!! WHY ISN'T THERE A SINGLE SOUL TA... + TOMORROW I'LL BE PULLING FLAG DURING THE MORNING A... + FRIDAY 25/7/08Lessons as per normal.First period w... + SO TIRED FROM DECORATING TH NE BOARD AT SCHOOL. I'... ThePastExperience + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + January 2010 + February 2010 + May 2010 ManyCreditsGiven An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		TheTalkingmachine